That last post was what??ok im going to write a bit better and hopefully this time without all my wondrous type-os .is that how you say it??geesh even my language is deteriorating.It's on eof those days folkettes,went to the doctors and was prescribed even stronger anti-depressants(well i gotta try somethin")i went on halves for a bit only because i was arrogant enough to self-medicate and that was wrong of me.So spank me please! i just got off the phone to dear friend who is a mother of 3 and going through a similar depression and we chat back and forth,not always "oh im so-glum woe is me banter"but ways in which we could get out o f it as it were.Both of us have met for a reason and as cliched as that is its the basic truth in my life anyway.Also i just informed her that i received a comment from Clint and she was like..wow!! really??she only knows about clint from me raving about him(and if you read this clint baby)im tellin ya now im gonna meet you one day!!im positive!no matter how random or od dthat seems i want to chat for hours and wax lyrical about anything and everything.ok???well live it baby.smiles.
So it's monday and im really feeling the monday "blues"its a depression where im telling myself ima failure in life(that effing chicken)and yea i know how negative that sounds but it'sthat real,i dont even look at art sites or anything coz i just sink into a drak ces pit of self-pity.And all the pathos of "you can mak eit"doesn't cut it today.Yet,even with feeling like shite i still have the latest goldfrapp album and moby to keep me in solace today and my fave cafe gets a visit from me .This keeps me sane it really does.From tomorow i start stronger pills .arrghh!!(happy clint??)i hope i am!haha.oh art???yes i have more.im actually doing a commission and ill post that too.
